Campaign Story

Hello! My name is Nichole! I am Mama to my sweet almost six year old daughter Heaven MiReya and my 2 year old son Halo Shai. I am a pregnancy loss, infant loss, infertility survivor with over 20 pregnancy losses. It took me 12 years to Have my first born and another 3 and a half to have my little guy, with another 3 losses in between. One of those losses was at 20 weeks, my son Gabriel lived an amazing 2 a half hours before he went home to Jesus. I have another 2 losses at 14 weeks and have barried my babies together. I’m on my journey of trying to have one final baby. It’s been a long road and with so much time spent in my fertility journey, I definitely feel like this is my last attempt and it seems like a rushed one. I have PCOS. endometriosis, fibroids and had a severe  bicornuate uterus that I underwent about 7 hysterscopies to fix. I was never meant to have children. I am also facing a hole in my uterus that needs repair. With two C-sections the uterus has a 1cm hold which could cause uterine rupture. If that occurs I’d love the pregnancy/baby, hemorrhage and require a hysterectomy. I am working with my OBGUN, Fertility Specialist and High risk specialist to figure out the next steps and the right corrective procedure. I am a single mother, my Daughters father met her a few times and hasn’t seen her since she was 6 months old. My son was single mother by choose from sober sperm and I just happened to get the last donor vile available. I would absolutely LOVE if my last child would be by my sons donor. I am also a full time college student studying Criminal Justice and am a 4.0 student. Both of my littles are in speech, my son wears AFO’s (feet and ankle braces) and we are in PT for his feet, legs and hips. As you can imagine I’m needing a bit of help realizing our dreams of our last addition. If it turn out that we’re just not able I can most definitely say that I am already blessed beyond all measure with the two incredible littles I have. However, if I could try just once more not only would that be a dream come true for myself, but for my little girl who constantly prays God out just one more seen in Mamas tummy. Thank you so much for considering us!